my dear heart
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"Somehow I found this place,
Where I saw you running a race.
For a reason i stayed here;
To see you, my dear.
But in these dark clouds,
Rounds of deaths were played by gods.
So you stood there,
Watched me bleed and banish in air;
For the one that I love,
Because I always forget,
The first day of regret." -meaniebeaniee
Trigger warnings: mental disorders, abuse, mature language.
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