my dear heart

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Parts 3
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Reads 57
Votes 3
Parts 3
Time 13m

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"Somehow I found this place, 
Where I saw you running a race.
For a reason i stayed here;
To see you, my dear.
But in these dark clouds,
Rounds of deaths were played by gods.
So you stood there,
Watched me bleed and banish in air;
For the one that I love,
Because I always forget,
The first day of regret." -meaniebeaniee

Trigger warnings: mental disorders, abuse, mature language.All Rights Reserved

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