Indomitable: A True Story
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Ongoing8m
Last published Thu, Jun 25, 2020
My name is Matt, and this is the story of my life. The goal is to fully write everything I've been through as far back as I can remember to give some insight into who I am as a person and maybe even make sense of why I'm still here. My story contains many references of pain, abuse, drug use, near death experiences, suicide attempts, and trauma. I hope no one is offended or suffers from reading about these things, but I can't change what happened to me or the things I've done. All I can do is write it out, accept it, let it go, and keep moving forward.
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