My name is Matt, and this is the story of my life. The goal is to fully write everything I've been through as far back as I can remember to give some insight into who I am as a person and maybe even make sense of why I'm still here. My story contains many references of pain, abuse, drug use, near death experiences, suicide attempts, and trauma. I hope no one is offended or suffers from reading about these things, but I can't change what happened to me or the things I've done. All I can do is write it out, accept it, let it go, and keep moving forward.