Every thing in life is not what you expect it to be, living a life where there is no happiness but always sorrow is quite suffocating. I now realize that if a door closed, it's because what was behind it wasn't meant for you. That was how destiny played fate in my relationship with Austin, just calling his name like that makes my heart ache seeing that he was not with me. He was the only person that made me feel like a human being for once in my life, he made me feel safe, loved and so many emotions that I never experienced until I meant him. But all of that had to be destroyed all because of my abusive father. I had to leave him destroying our future that was way ahead of us, I just had to let him go till now I still hold that burden in my heart, the sweet memories that I had with me never fade. I never forgot about him even for a second and I never thought about moving on until I met him, the one person that made my life miserable and made my memories of Austin fade away was no other than Stefan knight Xavier.