ENDLESS
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An endless road to hell.
I deserve it, I keep telling myself but it feels like I'm betraying myself. I shouldn't be focused on these kinds Of things.
Tonight I'll pack my stuff and go back on the road. Walking until I end up in hell. Walking until I loose my mind, until I have peace in my head. I won't stop until I forget him. Until I'm okay with the mistakes from the past.
This book is about Kensley, she just finished high school and is going on a trip to Europe.
Status: chapter 2
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Written by: Kaylee pont.
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