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Gone.

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Grief is everlasting. Some say it gets easier with time. Some say that the pain lessens. I don't believe them. My grief and pain is still there every day, like a storm cloud following me. It doesn't get better. It doesn't get easier. It's all a lie that they tell you.

When Kurtis died, part of me went with him. How do you get over something that was your fault? How do you move past the guilt that's gnawing on you with every move you make and every new person you meet?

When my music was first released, I wanted to go on this journey with him and I wanted him to be my rock. My music career took off, and so did he. Just not in the way that I ever imagined. So, how do I continue to go on with continued popularity without him?

But, another musician has entered my life: Harry Styles. He's happy and playful. He's excited about life and his passion for music inspires me. Can this person help to dig me out of this rut that I'm in? Can he help me find the light that has gone out?

Awards:
Third Place - The Constellation Awards 2020

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Bereft (h.s) by tpwk-gatsby

Alycia is making a name for herself in the music world after one of her songs goes into the top 5 on billboard. She's moved to LA to continue working on her music when Harry Styles stumbles upon her. They slowly start writing together and the chemistry between them can't be denied. Everything seems perfect for Alycia. Except for the fact that a certain person in her life doesn't know how to let her go. And he'll make sure she knows he's always watching her. TW: mental health issues, substance abuse, drug use, violence, mention of guns and weapons, sexually explicit.

Spotlight |h.s| by kiwiharryy

I hate her, I hate her, I fucking hate her. If she died right now, I wouldn't care. My main concern would be how I would get my money for this stunt. I have not an ounce of a feeling for this girl in front of me, yet I can't move under her angry gaze. I wouldn't dare. "Fuck you." I whisper out a pitiful insult to get the last word. "Fuck you." She replies just as quietly, taking a deep inhale as she holds our eye contact. She grinds her jaw as she stays looking at me, eyes scanning over my face with a huff. I hold my same scowl, still not backing away from her. I'm stuck in my place, my face not even an inch away from hers. I don't know how it happened, who started it, or what, but before I know it, her lips are on mine and I'm shoving her body backwards into the shelf. - Aubrey Hart and Harry Styles, costars in the movie "Forbidden Connection", hate each other. On screen, they're happily in love and yearning for each other's touch. Outside of that, though, it's constant yelling and fighting between the two of them. There's never a second of peace. Harry goes too far with what he says and Aubrey claps back in an instant. They don't clash very well whatsoever. When they're offered a big paycheck for a PR relationship, will the forced closeness become a little too real? Will they start to grow an understanding for each other? It's like they all say... there's a fine line between love and hate. **MATURE CONTENT** HIGHEST RANKINGS #1 in enemiestolovers #1 in harrystyles #1 in louistomlinson #1 in zaynmalik #1 in liampayne STARTED JANUARY 2021 - COMPLETED JULY 2021

Ward No.1D [zouis] by inkylils

What's this story about? ╰┈➤ [Zayn centered + ZOUIS ship] Zayn Malik was a mess. Everyone thought he was psycho, crazy, insane. His parents decided they couldn't take it anymore, sending him off to a mental ward, no further questions asked. Among other struggling souls, including an empathetic counselor and three patients grappling with their own battles. But whilst he was in the ward, he discovered something. The ward wasn't what it seemed, it was corrupted and dangerous. He knew he needed to get out. And to make matters worse, he did the stupidest thing any mentally ill person can do. He fell in love. Character roles? ╰┈➤ Liam Payne is a dedicated worker and counselor at the facility, striving to make a difference while carrying unseen burdens of his own. Harry Styles battles anorexia, struggles in his search for control. Louis Tomlinson is haunted by self-harm and suicidal ideations, masking his pain behind his familiar defiance. Niall Horan lives with psychological fantasia and anxiety, often caught between reality and the vivid stories his mind weaves. At the heart of it all is Zayn Malik, whose antisocial personality disorder and substance use disorder paint him as distant, dangerous and unpredictable. TWS? ╰┈➤ themes of self-harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, substance use, psychological trauma, heavy language, violence, and sensitive mental health depictions. Moments of comfort, friendship, and romance will be present, but the story will not shy away from the darker aspects of their struggles. ╰┈➤ Last but definately not least, rest in peace, Liam Payne. 🕊️

First Love // H.S. by heyimdutch

• WARNING: This story contains sexual content and vulgar language. • Your first love. Everyone has had them, still has them or will have them. Your first love is the first person you truly and deeply fall in love with. Your first love is the person you share your firsts with. Your first kiss that's a true act of love and not an impulse. Your first time with a person you actually love, and not just because you're horny. Having your first kiss given by your first love, is the best thing that can ever happen. Having your virginity taken away by your first love, is the most magical thing in this world. Your first real relationship being your first love, is something literally impossible never forget. You can never forget your first love. They will always stay with you. No matter how long you've been apart, or how bad the relationship ended. They will always pop up in your mind when you see something that reminds you of them. When someone asks you how old you were when you had your first real relationship. They will always stay by your side. That's the same thing with Olivia Tomlinson and Harry Styles in this story. The relationship starts, and it's all cute and fun. The honeymoon phase. The best phase in a relationship. When Olivia and Harry are together for a longer time, they start noticing things that are annoying to each other. They start to argue more. What if it turns into a toxic relationship? A toxic relationship and also an on and off relationship? What if they just can't leave each other alone? What if they realize it's impossible to get over each other, no matter how toxic the relationship was?

Addiction [h.s] by styled_bread

Here I am yet again. I feel the beat of the music at my feet. It rushes up through my body giving me a pleasing feeling overcoming my body, I can feel it as I close my eyes and take in the environment without needing the view. My senses heightened, my conscious thoughts being subsided for the moment, and my body feeling on fire as if i'm above the world and I can see myself on a the outside looking in. This is the feeling. The feeling I crave and why I come back. I come back because its simple. I'm addicted Warning: Contain explicit language, includes sexual content, drug use, and thought on depression and suicide.

The Register | H.S. by tbslangel

*Story contains mature content* They always told me that I will become the person they raised me to be but they never mentioned that one day a green eyed creature was going to turn my whole life upside down. - He pulled away from me slowly. "What a pure soul you have, Angel." He said to me while softly moving his finger from my forehead to my jaw. "But why do I have this effect on you if you love him as much as you pretend?" I took a moment to assimilate his words. My brain was running in slow motion due to the effect he was having on me. If only I had the answer. - HIGHEST RANKING #1 in harrystylesdark #1 in hs # 1 in harry #1 in longhairharry #1 in darkharrystyles #1 in lhh #2 in harryedwardstyles #3 loveatfirstsight #4 in styles #8 in harrystylesfanfiction #8 in harrystylesfanfic #9 in stylesfanfic #14 in daddyissues #15 in louistomlinson #25 in domesticviolence #25 in hsau #29 in mentaldisorder - ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @tbslangel NOT ALLOWING TRANSLATIONS! CONTAINS VULGAR LANGUAGE/ DESCRIPTIVE VIOLENCE / SEXUAL CONTENT/ DRUG ABUSES/ MENTAL HEALTH READ AT OWN RISK!

Instagram • Harry Styles FF(completed) by harrysmoonliight

'@harrystyles started following you' '@harrystyles commented on your photo' '@harrystyles sent you a private message' this is a mix of an instagram/texting story I guess, enjoy? it eventually turns into a real story later on. -------------------------------------------------------- DISCLAIMER: I do not ship them she's just really pretty so don't attack me lmao I GOT 100K READS ON THE 4TH OF FEBRUARY 2019!! Thank you so so so much I will never be able to express my gratitude. I love you all :) I hit 200k on December 4th 2019, thank you so much!! I can't believe people are still reading this book.. it's crazy to me :) I hit 300K on July 15th 2020!! Thank you all SO much. 400K on January 5th 2021, thank you so so much. 450K on May 5th 2021! 500k on December 5th 2021! Thank you so much. I'm currently writing a new book, I'll start uploading soon hopefully. I appreciate you all so much (yes I do realize this concept has been done 5038348 million times but I've had this idea for a long time so I just decided to write it and make it as original as possible) (all photo credits to @madisonbeer and @harrystyles)

Before The End (One Direction) by BomPomm

"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?" Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves? *Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.*

Better Than Words by jadeeestyles

Life is Freedom. You make your own choices, good or bad. You choose the people you surround yourself with, whether they bring out the best in you or the worst in you. And if you're lucky, you'll find love, or it can find you. But what happens when you feel something new that you can't explain? What do you do when you're at a loss of yourself because of what you feel? What can you do when you, yourself don't know who you are anymore? What can you do when the one you love, loves someone else? All these feelings can't be summed up, cause words aren't good enough, because love is better than words. _________________________________________________________ Rankings #1 in #jarry (March 6) #1 in #onemix (March 6) #2 in #littledirection (March 6) #3 in #littlemix (March 6) Little Mix and One Direction Fanfic :) This is my first ever story! I hope you all like it!

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Ward No.1D [zouis] cover

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Instagram • Harry Styles FF(completed) cover

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Bereft (h.s)

Alycia is making a name for herself in the music world after one of her songs goes into the top 5 on billboard. She's moved to LA to continue working on her music when Harry Styles stumbles upon her. They slowly start writing together and the chemistry between them can't be denied. Everything seems perfect for Alycia. Except for the fact that a certain person in her life doesn't know how to let her go. And he'll make sure she knows he's always watching her. TW: mental health issues, substance abuse, drug use, violence, mention of guns and weapons, sexually explicit.