I Haven't Seen You Ever Since

Dear Qinan,

I haven't seen you ever since the police's hand was over your head and putting you inside the car to bring you to the stations.

I was watching you from my room through the window; flashing lights are all over the small neighbor, and it was late at night.

I know that you didn't do it but you took the blame anyway. Not everyone will agree with me but I know that you are not that kind of a person, and I can tell that from the time we were together all of a sudden under the night sky, and just staring at the stars, sharing cigarettes.

This is my first letter to you.

I hope that you finish the rest of my letters to you. And then maybe, we would meet someday.

But it is your choice if you want to or just forget about the letters and throw it after. It is yours anyway and you can do whatever you want with them.

But for now, please get some rest.

Yours Truly
M