Behind Closed Doors (Lams)
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"The first rule of living on the streets (or rather, living at all) is that you never get too attached to anything.
Don't waste your time. Don't make the effort. Because fortunes changed by the second. People don't stay.
Alex was smart enough to know how it worked. He was also smart enough to know that he'd crossed that line with John too long ago to take it back."
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There's usually one rule when it comes to having a big group of friends: Do NOT date inside of the group.
It's strict but simple, it avoids third wheeling scenarios and messy breakups; those never end well.
So, truly, falling in love with your childhood best friend fucking sucked.
Highest rankings:
#1 in Laurens
#1 in Lams
#1 in LamsAu
#1 in Musicaltheatre
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*trigger warnings are written at the start of chapters in this book in as much detail as i can,, i try to cover any potentially triggering content throughout in that list. if i ever miss anything, please let me know! i'm still learning!*
please know that this book is written in the perspective of several unreliable narrators. i do not endorse some of the behaviour and mindsets presented throughout this book!!! they are not my own and you should not replicate any of it!
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