'Yes mom I understand.' I whisper, I'm not getting out of this but they should know they've lost their daughter.
It is said everyone's fate is written, that your decisions are yours alone, but are prewritten, it is Taqdeer or Qadr and I believe in this whole heartedly. This is one of our main beliefs, so when I was told about my fate, I argued, I honestly did, I was a 17 year old girl barely an adult, of course I'd argue. But I eventually give in, I knew if it was written it would happen and if it wasn't it wouldn't, so I gave in to what they wanted me to do. It wasn't exactly forced but it wasn't my choice........
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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