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Endless Everything

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Axel Matthews is more alive in his head than he is in real life. He is dyslexic, sickle-cell anemic, and can't help thinking the worst about himself.

Simona Russell's body is way too eager in forming white blood cells, but she tries-barely, actually-to look past her disease and live for the future, hoping her talent in music will aid her escape from Ottawa to promising New York City.

When Axel's father who lives in Ottawa makes him pay a visit for Christmas to "bond" (how everyone except him sees it), Axel meets Simona and the pair form an incomprehensible connection.

Simona becomes Axel's reason to live, unleashing the funny expressive guy that makes her laugh out loud, and it is only with Axel that Simona forgets she's leukemic, but as Simona's future brightens, Axel's continues to dim.

This story contains themes of hope, grief, suicidal thoughts and the search for meaning.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐩: Best read under your covers at three am.All Rights Reserved

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OFFSIDE by annakaspian19

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OFFSIDE

When Alana moves back to England and takes a job with a Premier League team, the last thing she's expecting is to be reunited with Garrett - her childhood friend and the star of the team who's suddenly very attractive. ... Once she's graduated university, Alana Clarke moves back to where she grew up for her first job as the social media manager for Wakefield FC. While the atmosphere initially seems less than ideal, thanks to a mildly annoying boss, things start looking up when she reconnects with one of the players, an old classmate of hers. Alana knows she isn't supposed to date within the club, but things start piling up in her life and this might just be the perfect distraction. Garrett Bancroft is at a career high. Despite Wakefield's iffy record, he's being scouted by other teams in the Prem - and a few across the globe. Everything is working out perfectly until public attention isn't the only thing he attracts and the club's new hire catches his eye. Although Garrett's performance last season yielded a number of personal records, his mental state was at an all-time low, so a good relationship may be just what he needs. As stated by the league, club staff are highly discouraged from dating players, but Alana can't seem to avoid Garrett's charm. However, hiding their relationship turns out to be a bigger challenge than expected. As Alana begins to make enemies within the club, gossip is leaked about Garrett, and nobody to back them up, the two worry they might just be getting ahead of themselves. Unless they can get someone in their corner, both of their careers might be in jeopardy. How much is too much to risk for love?