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Desiderium

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Desiderium (n)
A fervent longing, as if something is lost.

Rin Okumura lost his freedom to the Vatican.

~

Rin Okumura is now an exorcist, he is at the Vatican's beck and call. Rin chose to not tell anyone besides Yukio and Shura so no one would expect everything from him, though one day he's given a proposal.

A team was being put together to combine the Illuminati and another government company. Rin could get away from the Vatican and still try and stop his father. 

What the hell is Rin about to get himself into?

~

"'You said that this team... it's a joint project between the Illuminati and something else. Who?' I asked, looking away from the card he had just given me. He scratched the back of his head.

'Oh, it's some secret American company. I think it's called Shield.' "

#1 in blue exorcist: December 10, 2020

(Partially dedicated to my father because he choose a lot of the names and places)
(Also inspired by 'Rin Moves Out' by @Kyandidemon)All Rights Reserved

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