Smile At Me... Please?
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Ongoing, First published Jun 28, 2020
Mature
TW: Eating disorder, Self-harm, Suicidal ideation, Rape, Abuse, Vomit

FIRST-EVER BOOK

|DISCLAIMER| This is the raw thoughts and feelings of someone in an abusive relationship, a traumatised person, they are not healthy! Also although this book contains sexual content, it is NOT a kink-related book.


Zylot is still finding herself but how can she be formed into a working human if things and people keep chipping her? They're a bone healing incorrectly.
Honestly, just read it. Describing won't do it justice
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61 parts Complete Mature

(#1 Book in the dance series) Estelle Beaufort, a 25y/o Academy student that dropped out of her university on impulse and regrets it till this day. She tried finding jobs but ended up in a place she despised. The popular stripjoint "The Pink Rose". She's stubborn, outspoken and doesn't let people walk all over her. But that all changes when she meets a woman that riles her up by just looking at her, finding out that she's in fact the owner of the club she hates so much. Pulling Estelle into a tug of war with her own emotions and choices. Will she make the right choices? ___________________________________________ Mallory Fedorov, a 30y/o successful businesswoman who made it to the top of the chain due to her ruthless strategies. She has the whole city eating out of the palm of her hand and owns nearly every single company and building in the city. She's thinks before acting, has a cold demeanor, is manipulative, and is definitely not afraid to make her hands dirty.. by any means necessary. But her demeanor gets thrown around when she meets an exotic dancer who seems to have made it her mission to be a thorn in their sides. An individual like Mallory doesn't need anyone or anything- ...Right? TW: Sexual Explicit Scenes, Dubious Consent, Violence like Murder, Gun Violence, Negative Mental Health topics, Kidnapping, Obsession Reached: 1# Lesbian 1# Enemies to lovers 1# Queer 1# Enemies with Benefits 1# Sapphic 1# Darkromance 1# Pining