The Secrets I Hold
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Shadow the Hedgehog has many Secrets one of them being him being depressed.ever since Maria died Shadow felt that he didn't want to live anymore or he was unwanted everywhere he went. sometimes he would have night terrors of Sonic and his friends saying.
"you are a monster faker"
"no one wants you monster"
why won't you disappear already"
every night Shadow Wood wake up not able to go back to sleep.unable to let the feeling of being a monster go
Will shadow ever get through his depression? Will Shadow stop feeling that he doesn't matter? Will Shadow let all his of pain go?
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