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  • Reads 945,215
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  • Parts 54
  • Time 16h 16m
Complete, First published Jun 28, 2020
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Bekhudi            ||              بیخودی



❝  He gently dragged his hand around the delicate skin of my neck, slowly caressing it under his stifling touch. I felt his breath curling against me, as a wave of sultriness rode over me. As if sensing it, his soft touch become firm and his thumb pressed against my bottom lip. His eyes were still trained on mine, studying me with a burning intensity. 

He looked at me with a fervent gaze, as I felt his eyes darken with desire?  ❞

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Bekhudi follows the life of Shanzae Malik, a political heiress, as she manoeuvres through the clutches of a patriarchal, honour bound society. 

Her life takes a turn when her family suggests an unexpected proposal to save their withering political dynasty. 

Crisis strikes, and her only option is to choose between the love of her life and his brother. 

A tale of love, heartache, deception & ecstasy!
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