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Euphoria

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anxiety bipolar depression drugaddiction euphoria insecurities love mentalhealth mentalillness romance trust-issues

There were lots of people said that Euphoria can be described as a heightened, exaggerated, or extremely positive sense of hapiness or well-being. They almost forgot that drug abuse can also cause Euphoria but for me, it also has a different meaning. Since the first day I met him, he was my euphoria. He was my happiness but he was also my addiction.


When my world was full of chaos, he made things into places. When I was about to end my life, he was there and saved me. I was wondering why he do that? I was just nothing. I'm just a girl who wanted to end my life cause I don't want to live in misery anymore but he was there, standing in front of me and always catching me every time I fell. He's always there ready to save me even though I don't want to be saved.

And it hit me.. I can't live anymore without him. I can't live in this cruel world without him by my side but destiny is really such a b*tch. It doesn't want us to be happy. It doesn't want us to be together. By the moment I knew he leaved me, I was ready to follow him but I know he doesn't want to and he wants to let me live in my life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it. He still wants me to live without him, without my euphoria..



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anxiety bipolar depression drugaddiction euphoria insecurities love mentalhealth mentalillness romance trust-issues

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