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borderline

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Reads 321
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Time 4h 27m

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"We all know you don't really have a personality disorder. You were an accident, your dad hates you, probably screwed so often it flipped something in your brain. You think you have Borderline personality disorder? Well, hate to break it to you, you're just borderline retarded" 

I have self-image issues.
I can barely maintain a (considerably) normal behaviour. 
I struggle with being alone. 
I'm impulsive. 
I'm angry. 
"Call me retarded again and you're dead." 

My name is Mary Williams and this is my storyAll Rights Reserved

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