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borderline

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Reads 348
Votes 14
Parts 32
Time 4h 27m

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"We all know you don't really have a personality disorder. You were an accident, your dad hates you, probably screwed so often it flipped something in your brain. You think you have Borderline personality disorder? Well, hate to break it to you, you're just borderline retarded" 

I have self-image issues.
I can barely maintain a (considerably) normal behaviour. 
I struggle with being alone. 
I'm impulsive. 
I'm angry. 
"Call me retarded again and you're dead." 

My name is Mary Williams and this is my storyAll Rights Reserved

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MEMOIR OF THE SPLINTERED by GumbieN

"Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness that centers on the inability to manage emotions effectively. While some persons with BPD are high functioning in certain settings, their private lives may be in turmoil." ~~~ They say the term "borderline" came from a time when doctors used to believe the illness bordered between psychosis and neurosis. Now, they believe the illness should be called Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder. The illness doesn't need a clear name for me to understand what it is. Because it's the nightmare I'm living every day. ~~~ [ a short story about BPD written by a human with BPD ]

I Want You by Emily_Hail

Hi, I'm Hallie; I am 17 years old and I went through depression from the Abuse I got from my father. You know the usual, feeling as if you're the only person who won't feel loved in life, that nobody's going to care for you, the one in school that's bullied. The only person who has ever asked if I was okay, was my mother. But that was over eight years ago. Yes I was getting abused by my father for over eight years My appearance is different from what you may think. I have long brown hair, grey eyes like my mother's, I'm kind of tan, my height is 5'3. Yes, I am short as well. I'm half Irish, a third Italian and half German. One thing is certain though, I was a burden to everybody who has ever spoken to me. I have no friends and basically this all changed due to me being late for school one day.... ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜~ -Mature scenes -Abuse -Sexual Assault -Drugs -Alcohol -Mention of Suicide -SelfHarm -Violence ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ If you are ever having any issue with Self-Harm, a friend is or your just worried about someone. These are some places you can contact. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline- 1800-273-8255 Mobile Crisis Line- 704-566-3410 The Crisis Text Line- 741-741 Domestic Violence Hotline- 800-799-7233 Text START to 88788

𝚂𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 by DW6727466338

This is a Zombie Apocalypse AU. ______________________________________ Tara Carpenter loved Amber Freeman. Amber Freeman loved Tara Carpenter. They were childhood best friends, practically attached at the hip. Then, in late 2015, when they were 11, Amber went missing. Everyone looked practically everywhere they could think of, but Amber was never seen again. Her parents didn't seem to care, however. Four years later, in 2019, the apocalypse occurred around what would have been Amber's sophomore year of high school. She would have been 15, just like Tara and most of the others their age. It's now 2023, meaning it's been four years since the apocalypse started and almost a decade since Amber disappeared. The world isn't exactly "safe" anymore; it never truly was, anyway. There are still survivors here and there, but not many, as around a third of humanity has fallen (either killed or turned, usually both). The government, despite its best attempts to control what had happened, fell as well. It was long overdue. Amber is very much "alive". When she went "missing", it turned out her parents had sold her to a lab, and she was turned, in a way. Given that she seems mostly turned, she can easily appear to be completely gone, but she's not. She's still in there. However, it's hard to speak for her due to the infection in her veins, but she's for the most part okay. She wanders around now, often with hordes of fully turned zombies, traveling the devastated world. She has been almost everywhere, in terms of cities and locations. Eventually, she stumbles upon Woodsboro again and finds a few people she thought she'd never see again. And maybe, just maybe, they can help her become human again.

Here without you by OliviaCobb9

This story shows you what goes through the mind of someone whose going through abuse, manipulation, trauma. How they cope. What their thinking. How they overcome. Based on a true story

Random darkness by piinkwolf

*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot of what if's, if only, maybe's...the emotional rollercoaster that goes with sexual abuse, physical abuse,.neglect, addictions, mental health issues, hospitalizations and family hatred. As mainly seen thru the eyes of Adalaine Marie(I am female!! trapped in a boys body) this is not just her story it's also her past. Adalaine, feels she is a horrid slut, garbage of no use to anyone but a quick fuck, a whore, not wanted by anyone but those who abused her so bad. *PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AS THIS IS TRIGGERING AND GRAPHIC*

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

Loosing me by Ace-Fanboy0405

𝕎𝕖 𝕓𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕥 𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝕀 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕣𝕪 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕀 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪, 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕪. After his parents divorced, Archie stayed with his mother and for the past five years and only ever saw Fred for every year in summer break. 𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝔽𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣. ℙ𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕞𝕖. 𝕀 𝕤𝕔𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕖? Jughead always had his troubles. His father abused him, until he eventually got caught with drugs, and his mother was addicted to exactly those drugs. But even now, where he's adopted by Hermione Lodge, he still can't escape it. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. And it only got more complicated when they're suddenly step brothers, of some sort.

Logan by braindeadwriter06

*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?

The girl who should've been left at airport security |memoir 1|complete by TM-tarantino

This is my memoirs, about the pain I went through as a kid and young adult! Fast ward to now and I was at my therapist when I said that I wish my mother left me at the airport security checkpoint! As I write there will be some rough stuff along the way! From a disappointing alcoholic for a mom to being abuse by my brother! Until now, this is my first fucked up 35 years in life! Tw: trauma/ptsd, suicide, bullying, eating disorders, addiction ( that of my mother!), sa, torture and terrorism, war and distressing content, violence, and mental illness, abandonment issues, depression! Impressive rank #994-reading #138 - true story 124- truestory 408 - truestory 1 -lifeandtimes

His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

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MEMOIR OF THE SPLINTERED

"Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness that centers on the inability to manage emotions effectively. While some persons with BPD are high functioning in certain settings, their private lives may be in turmoil." ~ They say the term "borderline" came from a time when doctors used to believe the illness bordered between psychosis and neurosis. Now, they believe the illness should be called Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder. The illness doesn't need a clear name for me to understand what it is. Because it's the nightmare I'm living every day. ~ [ a short story about BPD written by a human with BPD ]