Why?

MIKA
I was a normal girl. Then everything starts exploding around me like tsar bomba. It's really crazy. Because i always felt like something big is happening. And bloody hell its happening. I just thought that its a nightmare after all of this. But turns out it's happening in the present. Like Terry Wogan said, "It's only a matter of time before it all starts to fall apart, before things start to fall off". Guess what, it changes the whole.

AMIRUL
I didn't know about the changes. All i know that something is wrong with Mika. She's in trouble and i have to help her. But...she looks fine in front of them. What leaves me questioned is why did she always visited the abandoned rooftop and cry from midnight till 3 and left a white rose on the floor?
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