Six Feet Under the Stars
- Reads 863
- Votes 85
- Parts 10
Ongoing34m
Last published Sat, Jun 13, 2015
At least when we walked we walked on the streets not at school so everyone could assume that something was about to begin. At least when we talked it was in private and not posted for everyone to see. We had a controlled love. A love that put me under his control but that was Nothing for him. He didn't need me like I needed him. I needed love and he needed lust. But those are two different stories.
Those are the kinds of stories that you don't tell your children. The ones that are full of empty promises and heart filled tears. Maybe that's what we were though. An empty promise. A broken flower amongst the garden of roses. The roses with thorns that hurt when poked to make you bleed. To make you remember everything and every feeling of pain. A pain that broke you and your soul causing you to spill your heart and tears on to any piece of paper. That pain made you bleed but not blood, emotion and feeling. That pain was love.
All Rights Reserved
#375
alltimelow
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Altered
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.Complete
THAT FIRST BREAK (Broken Redemption Prequel 1)
Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. I had everything a guy could ask for, a loving family, the perfect small-town life, and a promising future I had worked hard for. It should have been enough. She was off-limits, my parent's best friend's daughter, practically my sister. I fought my feelings, pretending our soul-deep connection didn't exist. When she confessed she felt the same, I pushed her away, believing our friendship mattered more than temporary infatuation. That she agreed should have come as a relief, but it left me with this void I didn't know how to fill. It's what drove me to the bonfire that night. Right there, with our friends as witnesses, I claimed her. Told her I loved her and made her promises I shouldn't have made. Hours later, it all came crashing down in a whirlwind of fire and ashes. That one split-second choice to go after a girl that wasn't meant for me cost me everything I loved. I never should have crossed that line or given in. It's why she'll forever be my greatest love and deepest regret. This tragic story is the beginning of our end...
for you
y̶e̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶j̶a̶c̶h̶a̶r̶y̶ ̶f̶a̶n̶f̶i̶c̶ *** I wanted to make a promise." He looks at him the eyes. "I promise to make you feel more than enough...to make you feel worthy, to make you the happiest..." Zach grabs the ring from his pocket and shows it to him. "And most importantly, I promise to let you be yourself when you're next to me...i-i know it's not a gold ring...but i-" Jack crashes their lips together. "But its perfect...and I love it and I'm gonna wear it every damn day." He smiles widely against his lips. *** "It doesn't matter the cost, what matters is that you're happy." "I am Jacky...seeing you happy makes me happy." "Again, I wouldn't be like this, if it weren't for you..." The curly head sets the box on the nightstand and turns off the light. "...i wouldn't be...so free and i wouldn't feel enough." The brunet pouts adorably and wipes a tear than fell from his eyes. "Just kiss me already." He says cutely. *** ᴛᴡ: ɪᴛ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs ᴀ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ғ̶ᴜ̶ᴄ̶ᴋ̶ɪ̶ɴ̶ɢ̶ ᴄᴜʀsᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs, sᴍᴜᴛ, ʙᴀᴅ ᴊᴏᴋᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏᴛ ʙᴏʏs started: 02.22.2021 finished: 03.04.2021 status: complete :)Complete
Amour
I quickly fixed my hair and make up, when I went to find Luke he was not there where I left him last.I started looking for him, he was nowhere to be found. I almost searched the whole school, when I was passing by the music room I heard muffled voices so I just stepped in the room and who knew my whole world would fall apart...there in front of me was Luke kissing Rose... I guess Luke heard me walking in because he opened his eyes but rose unaware about me was still kissing Luke. I couldn't take it anymore I turned away, my back to him and ran...I ran and ran making my way out of the school, every step I took was a dagger to my heart...because each step which I took was a step away from Luke.... my Luke .I rushed inside my home into my bedroom and finally collapsed on bed crying my heart out...that's it... I couldn't stay here anymore knowing that my Luke was no more mine...I had to go somewhere away from here. If I stayed here any longer these memories which I had with Luke would haunt me...so with my decision made... That I would be heading to New York by tomorrow's evening flight....I closed my eyes and allowed sleep to consume me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Amour is the 1st story of the book "love stories".Complete
Dusk & Dawn: A High & Low FanFiction: Todoroki Focus
"I can't do this without you. I'm willing to walk through hell if it means I keep you by my side," He whispered looking into my eyes. "What if the hell you have to walk is me," I whispered back with teary eyes. "I'd walk it for all eternity," He whispered, capturing my lips with his. ⚠️READER DISCRETION ADVISED⚠️ ⚠️THERE WILL BE TRIGGERING AND HARD TOPICS IN THIS BOOK⚠️ ‼️I DO NOT OWN HIGH&LOW OR ITS CHARACTERS!! I ONLY OWN MY OCS AND THEIR STORYLINE‼️ ❌THIS IS SIMPLY A FANFICTION❌Complete
Just For Your Love (The Second Book Of The Sacred Love Series)
'You don't even know me,' He shrugged. 'I feel like I do.' 'True, I feel the same way. I don't know, like a pull... What was your name in highschool?' I asked with widened eyes. 'What school did you attend?' 'My name was RW, why?' My head swelled as images flashed in my head, no wonder I felt it. 'You are the jerk who got my drink doctored and raped me! You took my virginity!' ~~~ Kristal, a beautiful lady in her late thirties, a feminist and sharp mouthed peacock. Money was the least of her problem, power, she had her brother, cousin and friend to get that for her if she wanted. She was a hardworking woman, a blogger and a good friend. The only thing that bothered her was forgetting the devil that took her pride away and fled, forgetting the touch of the guy that took advantage of her. Her love life was a mess as she couldn't find the right man to fill the emptiness in her life and heart, the right man to erase the one she was forever stuck with. Ryan Walker, a medical doctor who had lived half his life in Italy, lived in regret and depression in the inside but jovial to the outside. His regret revolved around the last shit he did before leaving his birth country, getting stuck with the image of just one girl, drowning in unsatisfaction just for one person. Tired of sleepless nights; nights of regrets, a life of depression and pain, he decided it was time he fixed his mistake; he was going to claim what he should have claimed a long time ago.Complete
Lonely Lost & Found
DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please. Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown. A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing. I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out. PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!Complete
Aphotic ✔️
You took everything that was left within me with you, i offered my everything to you and now i have nothing left inside me to keep going on, you took my heart and left me here in the rain. how did i even fall this deep? how did you end up becoming my everything my love? I love you, i always have and i always will. You are arron, my arron who made me see who i am, who made me who i am, who set me free. ___________________ When two teenagers cross paths, an entangled string of fate that never should've been made. Through their own darkness and demons they become each other's light however unaware of the darkness that awaits. The weight of their past that can't be ignored. Death, pain and frustration leads their way back to their life. What will iris do now? Will she let him go knowing the hurt he's gone through and the guilt in her heart haunting her? Will arron ever be able to forgive her? Will he ever look at her the same way again? Will the finally let go of the tormenting memories and set himself free? ____________________ "I fucking love you iris tan" "I fucking love you Arron Scott" ____________________ A tale of hurt, dreams, reality and finding yourself amongst the darkness. A tale of families and friends, children and lovers.Complete
Scars
"If I risk it all, could you break my fall? How do I live? How do I breathe? When your not here i'm sufficated. I wanna feel love, run through my blood. Tell me is this where I give it all up? For you, I have to risk it all, Cuz the Writing's on the Walls." This is a story about a boy and a girl. She loves him, and he want's her dead. But he vowed to keep her safe..But how can he keep such a dangerous vow? *EXCERPT FROM BOOK BELOW* "Our story is like the movies. The movies with the happy endings?" I yelled as he got out of the car. "No! Our ending is nothing like those movies Vana. Our story is the both of us risking it all and then ending up right next to Kyle." He said and sighed. And he was right. Our ending is that one fucked up movie that no on wants to go see. "SO YOU AREN'T WILLING TO RISK IT ALL!?! I yelled louder as the rain came pouring down. He turned on his heal and stomped twords me pulling me close to him leaveing no space between us. His lips came crashing down on mine making the butterflies in my stomach errupt with pleaseure. He pulled away and sighed as did I. He grabbed my hand and ran his thumb over the knuckle of my thumb over my tattoo thanks to his stupid game of dare or dare. "Look at the perspective of things Vana. You might see a smily face but I don't. I see a sad face. You don't want my happy ending. Trust me." He said and sighed again. "I love you so much Vana." He said and kissed the top of my head and then walked back over to his house. But he didn't really love me. If he did he would be willing to risk it all just like I am. But I am left just like Kyle had suspected. Alone and heart broken in the rain. Because I was always the one willing to risk it all. For him.Complete
Blue Strings - Will You Fall In Love, With Time?
(under editing, interested ones may reach out to me) In the symphony of love, their melodies intertwined, yet fate's chorus whispered no promise of forever. In a journey where hearts yearned but souls wandered apart, they discovered that true love sometimes meant embracing the courage to release, for the sake of finding happiness in the echoes of what could have been. ... SNEAK A PEAK Never have I ever thought that one day, I'll wake up to hear these words from a person I love the most, romantically. I pushed him back, I held him by his shoulders and pinned to the wall. I know I wrongfully confined him, but how dare he? 'You dare question my love for you?" I raised my voice. He is surprised, he widened his little eyes, those I would love to stare at all day or may be he is shocked as well. HAHA!! I Find it annoyingly funny how easily he quoted 'Thank god, You didn't love me too deep in the ocean', "Oh darling, wait till you drown inside and ask for my help when you can't swim to the shore" I retorted and defended my love.Complete
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.
More detailsContent Guidelines