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Saudade

agirlwholikesadam

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Parts 5
Time 2h 31m

Reads 768
Votes 34
Parts 5
Time 2h 31m

agirlwholikesadam

Mature

Leia called someone through the force during a fight with the First Order. She knew Rey and Ben who came back to the light side with the help of Rey would need the extra help. 

Finding out who it is would Ben accept the fact that the person who his mother had called was his lost love who he left behind the night he became Kylo Ren.  The person he spent seven years trying to find. 

The thing was Ben wasn't the only one who turned to the dark side.  


Pls note: Rated R , Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x OC  *this story is dark af*

Warning: Violence, Death, mention of Rape and Sexual content, smut 

*all the Star Wars movies are mushed up**

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