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Saudade

agirlwholikesadam

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Reads 766
Votes 34
Parts 5
Time 2h 31m

agirlwholikesadam

Mature

Leia called someone through the force during a fight with the First Order. She knew Rey and Ben who came back to the light side with the help of Rey would need the extra help. 

Finding out who it is would Ben accept the fact that the person who his mother had called was his lost love who he left behind the night he became Kylo Ren.  The person he spent seven years trying to find. 

The thing was Ben wasn't the only one who turned to the dark side.  


Pls note: Rated R , Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x OC  *this story is dark af*

Warning: Violence, Death, mention of Rape and Sexual content, smut 

*all the Star Wars movies are mushed up**

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Be My Light by adamkylo

Reylo fanfic! It's dark. No light to be seen. Are my eyes closed? I feel the darkness eating me. Make it stop! I don't want this! Loud laughter breaks the silence. The laughter sends chills down my spine. "Your punishment is far from over Ren." I recognize the cracky, old voice. Snoke. "Lord Snoke, it's been a year now. I think I've redeemed myself. I'm fully d-" "You let my greatest weapon get destroyed! You lost a fight to a untrained scavenger! You lost the map to Skywalker! And you tell me you've redeemed yourself! You are far from redemption Ren!" His yelling booms through my head. "I-I-I killed my father to be fully dark, nothing can effect me no-" "You killed your father in hope! In hope that the dark will take you! I sense light Ren. I sense light in you. You're doubting the dark. I will make you love the dark. I will make that light disappear inside of you. You will be dark. You will be dark."

the darkest night ♛ kylo ren (2) by kyl0ren

"Only in the darkness can you see stars." - It has been six years since Ben Solo succumbed to his fate and betrayed the Jedi Order after being seduced by the Dark Side. With the aid of his immense power, the First Order has cast a shadow over the galaxy reminiscent of the Empire. Former padawan Lyra Escara has been put into hiding and forced to change her identity, the once-honorable title of Jedi now one that promised a deadly target on her back. As a handmaiden to the queen reigning over Naboo, she leads the quiet life of a protector while she anxiously awaits a call from the Resistance, a beckoning to make her valiant return to the fight where she could finally avenge her slaughtered friends and family, and give the galaxy hope. But when a trade deal goes astray and the First Order abducts the queen and a handful of her maidens to use as a bartering chip to force their terms, Lyra finds herself a prisoner on their lead ship. Knowing she must hide her force sensitivity to protect her life as well as her queen's, the last thing she expects is to be reunited with an old friend... one she thought had died six years ago, taking her heart with him. Sensing conflict in him, Lyra's hope flares upon learning that the feared Kylo Ren isn't too far gone just yet. Facing unsettled conflict, old wounds and the constant war of good and evil raging around them, could Lyra's boundless love and determination be the spark that will save Ben Solo from himself, or will she destroy herself trying to be the hero when it matters most? - Book Two (THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO COVET, IF YOU HAVEN'T YET YOU MUST READ BEFORE YOU CAN READ THIS STORY)

On the Fence by maexxs

You grew up next door neighbours with the Solo family. Ever since you could remember, Ben was always there, until he wasn't, and you were angry him for leaving because you were out of your mind in love with him. You resent him for abandoning you, but a piece of your heart will always be with him, your first love. Years later, he comes back, and you want to hate him, but for some reason, you just can't. - Ben Solo x reader slow burn Kylo Ren x Reader

Find The Balance by Forceghostlissa

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Reylo~Broken Souls--Kylo Ren and Rey by leapinggrace

Han wasn't the only person Leia asked to help bring her son home. She went in secret to Rey, who had already once bested Kylo. Rey agreed to help the woman, and thus, in a snow-covered forest, allows Kylo Ren to gain her trust. Kylo was also given an order. Snoke told him he must kill Rey, but somehow, he found himself incapable. Imagine a world in which Rey had agreed to Kylo Ren's offer to help train her. Imagine a world in which somehow two souls meet and discover that while on opposing sides of a never ending war, they aren't exactly different. Light and dark fills them both. DISCLAIMER: I am assuming that Kylo and Rey are not related at all. :) REVIEWS: "This is so well written. With no mistakes! I would love an update ASAP because I am obsessed with this story!" - @Destined_By_Fate "Omg what is life after this. I can't wait for more!" - @chicalakika "Feedback? Feedback is that I want to be you! I love this story! And also, I love how you dig deep into why Kylo actually wears the mask! Brilliant!!!" - @storysouls "mmmmmm..... Sexual tension. I like." - @confusedfangirl_ "Never. Stop. Writing. This." - @Touka275 "THIS WAS JUST TOO GOOD. MY HEART IS CRYING!!!" - @reyloshipper

Lost - A Reylo Fanfiction by reylo_hearts

Rey, an abandoned nobody, fought side by side with the powerful Kylo Ren. She saw a future in him, a redemption of Ben Solo. She believed it, and a part of her still does Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, the son of a Skywalker and the grandson of Darth Vader, turned to the dark side by the never calm conflict within him. He killed his own Supreme Leader for the scavenger girl, but now it seems the girl has no more faith in Ben Solo and he is lost. After the Battle of Crait, Rey shut the door on the new Supreme Leader Kylo Ren. Only days before, she was sure that she could bring back Ben Solo, but now, shes not so sure anymore. She's lost faith in him, she believes her vision was only a vision. But she just can't seem to forget the look in his eyes when he fought by her, when he killed his Supreme Leader, when he understood her after the dark cave consumed her. She can't seem to forget him. Then there's Resistance pilot Poe Dameron. Rey hardly knows him and yet now she's strongly captivated by him, drawn to him by an aura that feels so positive and so warm and welcome. But he has a hatred for Ben Solo that is unexplained, and Rey fears that her friendship with Poe will prevent her from bringing Ben home. Who will Rey choose?

Help Me Understand by swritess_

A fresh recruit in the Resistance, you insist on taking your first solo mission to steal info from the First Order. Only problem is, you get caught. Unlike most of his prisoners, Kylo Ren sees the potential in you, and decided to spare your life in hopes of turning you to the Dark Side. He expected a lot of things from the Resistance, from his enemies. But you showed him something he never expected: Sympathy. Warning: - displays of violence - explicit sexual content

A Dark Marriage. (Kylo Ren X Reader) by AlexWrites2

Formally named, Married to the Dark. The reader is suddenly engaged to the mysterious man she knows only as Kylo Ren. As their relationship grows their story unfolds. Will your life with Kylo Ren end in tragedy? Or will you fall in the deepest of loves? My first and original fanfic on Wattpad. Basically what got me into writing again after years of dormancy. Many errors can be found along with numerous grammar mistakes. There's many things I find wrong about this fanfic however I can't bring myself to change it because it was my first one. Thank you to everybody who read and supported this fic from the start, I did read your comments and you all make me very happy. You are what keeps me going. Kylo x Reader Mentions of Death, Birth, and Life.

Royal Imitation | Kylo Ren by stylesdove

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Be My Light

Reylo fanfic! It's dark. No light to be seen. Are my eyes closed? I feel the darkness eating me. Make it stop! I don't want this! Loud laughter breaks the silence. The laughter sends chills down my spine. "Your punishment is far from over Ren." I recognize the cracky, old voice. Snoke. "Lord Snoke, it's been a year now. I think I've redeemed myself. I'm fully d-" "You let my greatest weapon get destroyed! You lost a fight to a untrained scavenger! You lost the map to Skywalker! And you tell me you've redeemed yourself! You are far from redemption Ren!" His yelling booms through my head. "I-I-I killed my father to be fully dark, nothing can effect me no-" "You killed your father in hope! In hope that the dark will take you! I sense light Ren. I sense light in you. You're doubting the dark. I will make you love the dark. I will make that light disappear inside of you. You will be dark. You will be dark."