Cloudland

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I was in the darkness I was almost out of breathe. I was almost praying to God to end my misery, Then he came. . I thought he was my light. My cure. He was but he also was my poison. Maxine de Leon was a very talented and popular ballerina in her time. Take note, was. Tragedies came to her like a big bomb and she's left with a broken knee and a fucked-up life. She thought nobody wants her, she thought everyone left her. All that depressing and dark thoughts pushed Maxine to make a perfect world for herself. But then he came. Her light came but everything about him seems blurry. He seems like her savior but he could also be her poison.

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