If only, I saw the light..
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  • Reads 17,166
  • Votes 935
  • Parts 14
  • Time 1h 37m
Complete, First published Jun 30, 2020
Monsters are real. I met one, when I was 11 years old. I became one, years later. I am manipulative, controlling, and calculating. My mind is filled with noise and my heart with hatred.

I didn't expect her, though. I fell for her fast and hard, but I didn't deserve her. She was light and I was darkness. I am Amaan and this is a story of how my toxicity broke her - my best friend, my soul mate, my wife.


PS: This fanfiction is inspired by the drama Yeh Dil Mera, written by Farhat Ishtiaq. This is just my view of the story that she wove and the characters she magically created.
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