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better luck next time l.s.

wxtching_the_clouds

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Reads 1,757
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Parts 10
Time 1h 52m

wxtching_the_clouds

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⋙ "Do you think I chose to be this way?"

"Yes, at one point you chose it, because it was easier than being confronted with the reality." ⋘

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We live in a world where we have to pretend to be somebody else. Where we have to act like we are fine. The society wants us to be perfect. Some people break under the pressure, trying to fix themselves with drugs, but that only makes their life fall apart... 

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[TW: Drugs/Depression]All Rights Reserved

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Bells for Harry [Larry Stylinson] by grapejuicegreen

When tragedy strikes in teenage Louis Tomlinson's life, his friend Harry's family takes him in as one of their own. They grow up as best friends, until everything changes with Harry becoming withdrawn and angry. When Louis starts believing that something is wrong, people around him dismiss his worries. Years pass without them speaking anymore, but when Louis runs into Harry by chance one day, he decides not to give up and to find out the truth, uncovering traumatic and disturbing events. "I'm surprised, you're really good, I didn't feel bored at all." (A straight guy I met on the internet after reading this) Thank you to my amazing beta readers Zee (@savedbyalou on Twitter) and Seb's, and Sharyn28 (@sharyn2828 on Twitter) who made the cover for me!

at last (h.s. + l.t.) (boyxboy) by mullingrr

Two boys meet by coincidence and improve one another's lives forever. Harry had always been wide eyes and dimply smiles. Louis, however, had always been fixed on something more indescribable. Harry had been innocent, kind and very optimistic. Louis could see a flower and only think of how long it could survive before dehydration. Harry had a deep love for the world, despite the aching pain in his chest from his mother. Louis hadn't ever met anyone so remarkable. And Harry could say the same about his Louis. {Warning; some strong language, descriptive scenes, mention of self harm, suicide and drug use. All rights go to @mullingrr, any copying or redistribution of this story will be fraud and legal action will be taken. Copyright 2014 @mullingrr.}

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

These high walls || L.S. by allthosefeelings

!TW! Harry thought it would be easy. He thought love is unconditionally. At this point Harry was wrong. He had to bear the risk for the love of his life. But sometimes, trying to protect is not enough.

Retaliate - Larry Stylinson FanFic by Slowmotivation

People change, that's how life is. Louis just can't figure out what happened to Harry after their break up. Cause something obviously did. -a/n- I wrote this to spread awareness about bipolar disorder. I, myself am suffering from this condition as well I have relatives who has it too, so I have perspective. (Not writing this from what I've heard from the internet...) If you are bipolar and don't feel like this is you at all, that is completely valid, everyone has it differently. Remember to reach out to your doctor if you relate to the symptoms. <3

Silenced- A Larry Stylinson Story by LondonsQuiteBig2

He wants to shout it from the rooftops. He can't, and that hurts. "Love isn't about finding the perfect person. Because, if you are measuring perfection based on society's standards, nobody is ever perfect, even though everyone spends their lives striving to reach a level of acceptance that is physically impossible, and destroy themselves from the inside doing so. No, love isn't about finding that person who is void of flaws, or who is, in a social sense, perfect. Love, in its entirety, is about finding someone who is overwhelmingly imperfect, but willing to grow and learn with you, and it's about finding that person perfect- complete with all of their flaws and imperfections. It's not about changing someone, or "perfecting" them; it's just seeing the person, whom you wish to spend your life with, and who would break the universe to see you smile, it's about seeing them, an imperfect human being, perfectly. Harry, in my very broken and flawed mind, is... perfect. He is all that is perfect and all that is sweet and kind and funny just plain weird, but I love him with all of the love my heart could ever wish to possess. I love him with a passion that could silence the world, a passion only seen in storybooks and movies. A raging, fiery, bittersweet, all-consuming passion called love." TW: Self-harm/mentions of rape

Over the Centuries by lilasmysteries

A lot can be said about time. There are many people complaining they don't have enough of it. Sometimes they do and that's when they complain they've got too much time and too little to do. Time can certainly be an agonising experience, if you never die. "Look deep into my eyes, what do you see?" Harry had lived a reasonably uneventful life; baking, meeting friends, occasionally kissing the top of a bottle or two. Nothing exciting ever happened to him. Isn't that how a lot of stories start? Then you might know what'll happen next. Indeed, queue the handsome stranger entering Harry's bakery, a man who'll turn worlds upside down. originally posted 2015

Black is the Absence of Color by SullenFairy

Louis suffers from Major Depression. Harry tries to be supportive. Yet, somehow, the role of hero and anti-hero becomes intertwined. "I knew the moment I met him I would be seduced. He was so captivating. His tresses hitting his cheekbones at the right angle; His icy blue eyes piercing through my soul; His smile that only angels could bless one with; He could do no wrong. It keeps coming back in flashes of light; a wave of memories that consume my every thought. It wasn't meant to be this way. At first, I had control. I felt loved. I felt admired. I felt wanted...& he knew that. Like a insect waiting patiently to devour his prey, he became an opportunist.. & somehow, through this darkness, I look to him to find the light." (Depression/Emotional Abuse/Suicide Triggers/Sexual Content). (Takes place after Hiatus)

Take Me To Church - l.s. AU by together_happily

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.

We Were Too Young L.S. by Majoana_Turner

Harry and Louis were the happiest couple, they had everything they could ask for, yes, they were closeted by their management but that didn't matter since they had each other....or so they thought. Louis broke up with Harry and left both of them in a very dark place. Both of them were half a heart without each other. This is a story of how they found each other again and finally felt at home. Or basically the Larry story that I interpreted thought their songs. I suck at descriptions, read it, it's good I swear :) Warnings: Self-harm, drugs and sexual content.

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Bells for Harry [Larry Stylinson] cover

at last (h.s. + l.t.) (boyxboy) cover

Waking Up Alone (L.S) cover

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Bells for Harry [Larry Stylinson]

When tragedy strikes in teenage Louis Tomlinson's life, his friend Harry's family takes him in as one of their own. They grow up as best friends, until everything changes with Harry becoming withdrawn and angry. When Louis starts believing that something is wrong, people around him dismiss his worries. Years pass without them speaking anymore, but when Louis runs into Harry by chance one day, he decides not to give up and to find out the truth, uncovering traumatic and disturbing events. "I'm surprised, you're really good, I didn't feel bored at all." (A straight guy I met on the internet after reading this) Thank you to my amazing beta readers Zee (@savedbyalou on Twitter) and Seb's, and Sharyn28 (@sharyn2828 on Twitter) who made the cover for me!