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wxtching_the_clouds

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Reads 1,752
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Parts 10
Time 1h 52m

wxtching_the_clouds

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⋙ "Do you think I chose to be this way?"

"Yes, at one point you chose it, because it was easier than being confronted with the reality." ⋘

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We live in a world where we have to pretend to be somebody else. Where we have to act like we are fine. The society wants us to be perfect. Some people break under the pressure, trying to fix themselves with drugs, but that only makes their life fall apart... 

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[TW: Drugs/Depression]All Rights Reserved

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Take Me To Church - l.s. AU by together_happily

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.

Mosaic by omqpunkrock

Louis Tomlinson has always had self esteem problems; he never thought he was skinny or handsome, as he became older, he began to try to change things. Louis began to change his style of clothing and his hair, he also began to diet. His dieting was different than other peoples diet, he started to starve himself and if he had ate too much, he'd make himself purge. He felt like he needed to be perfect for someone to love him, he feels like no one would love a fat blob like him. Harry Styles is sad, very sad. He doesn't know how to explain his sadness, all he knows it that he wants to die; he doesn't want to live. He hates himself more than anyone on this planet. Harry doesn't exactly know what's wrong with him, he can fake a smile, he can make it look like he's having the time of his life when in reality he would rather be dead. Harry hates himself, he hates everything about himself; he believes that no one would love him; a suicidal boy that cuts himself. Both of these boys have different things wrong in their life, but they're both beautiful, they're both kinda like a mosaic; broken into pieces, but still works of art.

Seven Simple Words (Larry Stylinson) by jacaranda_bloom

It's not like he and Louis were a couple. No, they might have been a lot of things-best mates and colleagues with a seemingly convenient friends-with-benefits arrangement-but never a couple. It wasn't Louis' fault he didn't feel the same way and couldn't reciprocate Harry's feelings in the way he'd wanted, the way he'd needed. Harry had allowed himself to get in too deep, his entire being aching to be loved back by the object of his affections. But in love, as in life, you don't always get what you want. OR the one where you don't always get what you want the first time around, but sometimes the universe decides to give you a second chance at getting it right. Note: This work contains explicit sexual content.

Tendencies (Larry Stylinson) by LarryDerp

A Dark Larry Stylinson Romance Do you really wanna get better - or do you want another hit? Admitted into a rehab center where they'll help you hide your addiction, rather than cure it, Louis is faced with many complications. Surprise inspections, family visits, and fighting each other as to who gets the last dose are all in a day's work. That, along with his strange roommate calls for an interesting 6 months serving in The Harbor Rehabilitation Clinic.

Live|Laugh|No Love by 28Tommo_Styles28

I dont want love, I dont need love, and Im damn sure not going to give love. There is no love in me. So I thought. Until him.

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Walls by itstilliswhatitis

Harry and Louis had a turbulent relationship from the start with many break-ups and hurt feelings but so much love. Louis's addiction to cocaine made Harry leave him once and for all. Today Louis is clean and is about to release his first album. His management makes him do a track-by-track where he's supposed to talk about the meaning behind the songs. Well, he can sum that up with one word, or person really; Harry. But of course, he can't say that, so he tries to be honest but very vague while he thinks about what the songs really mean and he hopes with every fiber in his body that Harry will listen to his album and find it in his heart to give him a second chance. Louis loves Harry and everything is different now. He's different. He can finally be the man Harry deserves. Based on Louis filmed track by track. I decided to fill in the blanks, the things he didn't say. I made it up, obviously. This is purely fictional. Enjoy! TRIGGER WARNING: Mentioning of drugs.

Silenced- A Larry Stylinson Story by LondonsQuiteBig2

He wants to shout it from the rooftops. He can't, and that hurts. "Love isn't about finding the perfect person. Because, if you are measuring perfection based on society's standards, nobody is ever perfect, even though everyone spends their lives striving to reach a level of acceptance that is physically impossible, and destroy themselves from the inside doing so. No, love isn't about finding that person who is void of flaws, or who is, in a social sense, perfect. Love, in its entirety, is about finding someone who is overwhelmingly imperfect, but willing to grow and learn with you, and it's about finding that person perfect- complete with all of their flaws and imperfections. It's not about changing someone, or "perfecting" them; it's just seeing the person, whom you wish to spend your life with, and who would break the universe to see you smile, it's about seeing them, an imperfect human being, perfectly. Harry, in my very broken and flawed mind, is... perfect. He is all that is perfect and all that is sweet and kind and funny just plain weird, but I love him with all of the love my heart could ever wish to possess. I love him with a passion that could silence the world, a passion only seen in storybooks and movies. A raging, fiery, bittersweet, all-consuming passion called love." TW: Self-harm/mentions of rape

These high walls || L.S. by allthosefeelings

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Take Me To Church - l.s. AU

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.