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wxtching_the_clouds

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Parts 10
Time 1h 52m

wxtching_the_clouds

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⋙ "Do you think I chose to be this way?"

"Yes, at one point you chose it, because it was easier than being confronted with the reality." ⋘

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We live in a world where we have to pretend to be somebody else. Where we have to act like we are fine. The society wants us to be perfect. Some people break under the pressure, trying to fix themselves with drugs, but that only makes their life fall apart... 

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[TW: Drugs/Depression]All Rights Reserved

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Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Lights, Camera, Harry // l.s. by aussie_direction

❝ I really hope you don't expect me to do anything. Because I won't. I don't care. Cry all you like but when it comes down to it, you don't need me and I don't need you. Love isn't real. It only exists in fairytales and Disney movies. This is real life, honey. Get used to it. ❞

Pretending From The Start, Larry Stylinson Fanfiction. by xJessShipsLarryx

Louis survives his attempt of suicide, but something isn't right. He looses his mind, remembering everything but who Harry Styles really is to him. But has Louis seriously lost his mind, or was he pretending from the start? "If you're pretending from the start like this, With a tight grip, then my kiss, Can mend your broken heart, I might miss everything you said to me. And I can lend you broken parts, That might fit, like this, And I will give you all my heart, So we can start it all over again."

Take Me To Church - l.s. AU by together_happily

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.

Bells for Harry [Larry Stylinson] by grapejuicegreen

When tragedy strikes in teenage Louis Tomlinson's life, his friend Harry's family takes him in as one of their own. They grow up as best friends, until everything changes with Harry becoming withdrawn and angry. When Louis starts believing that something is wrong, people around him dismiss his worries. Years pass without them speaking anymore, but when Louis runs into Harry by chance one day, he decides not to give up and to find out the truth, uncovering traumatic and disturbing events. "I'm surprised, you're really good, I didn't feel bored at all." (A straight guy I met on the internet after reading this) Thank you to my amazing beta readers Zee (@savedbyalou on Twitter) and Seb's, and Sharyn28 (@sharyn2828 on Twitter) who made the cover for me!

at last (h.s. + l.t.) (boyxboy) by mullingrr

Two boys meet by coincidence and improve one another's lives forever. Harry had always been wide eyes and dimply smiles. Louis, however, had always been fixed on something more indescribable. Harry had been innocent, kind and very optimistic. Louis could see a flower and only think of how long it could survive before dehydration. Harry had a deep love for the world, despite the aching pain in his chest from his mother. Louis hadn't ever met anyone so remarkable. And Harry could say the same about his Louis. {Warning; some strong language, descriptive scenes, mention of self harm, suicide and drug use. All rights go to @mullingrr, any copying or redistribution of this story will be fraud and legal action will be taken. Copyright 2014 @mullingrr.}

We Were Too Young L.S. by Majoana_Turner

Harry and Louis were the happiest couple, they had everything they could ask for, yes, they were closeted by their management but that didn't matter since they had each other....or so they thought. Louis broke up with Harry and left both of them in a very dark place. Both of them were half a heart without each other. This is a story of how they found each other again and finally felt at home. Or basically the Larry story that I interpreted thought their songs. I suck at descriptions, read it, it's good I swear :) Warnings: Self-harm, drugs and sexual content.

Seven Simple Words (Larry Stylinson) by jacaranda_bloom

It's not like he and Louis were a couple. No, they might have been a lot of things-best mates and colleagues with a seemingly convenient friends-with-benefits arrangement-but never a couple. It wasn't Louis' fault he didn't feel the same way and couldn't reciprocate Harry's feelings in the way he'd wanted, the way he'd needed. Harry had allowed himself to get in too deep, his entire being aching to be loved back by the object of his affections. But in love, as in life, you don't always get what you want. OR the one where you don't always get what you want the first time around, but sometimes the universe decides to give you a second chance at getting it right. Note: This work contains explicit sexual content.

Past Escaping's *Larry AU* by Ness2813

In 2012, Louis Tomlinson was just twenty years old, he had an amazing step father, a wonderful mother, great siblings, but his boyfriend...he was involved in some deep shit with his cousin. Only way to pay him was to string along Louis in both physical and emotional pain. Harry was seventeen, experimenting freely with all the men he could find. Once he met a certain red head boy at a New Years eve party in Doncaster, he really hit it off. Now, three years later, both boys have changed dramatically. Harry losing his mother, gaining a great paying job, losing his ginger boyfriend, finding his twin brother again. He was going through the normal stuff. Louis on the other hand, nightmares, moving, money, shame, scars, mother in a coma. These two find themselves in London being slightly curious with the other. But they didn't realize that they both had one friend or ex friend in common, and they were about to get in some even deeper shit than back in 2012. It's their past escaping's coming back. (C) All Right Reserved 2015 -Nessie82693 **Please be advised that I was very young and still in literature classes when I wrote this lol

Tendencies (Larry Stylinson) by LarryDerp

A Dark Larry Stylinson Romance Do you really wanna get better - or do you want another hit? Admitted into a rehab center where they'll help you hide your addiction, rather than cure it, Louis is faced with many complications. Surprise inspections, family visits, and fighting each other as to who gets the last dose are all in a day's work. That, along with his strange roommate calls for an interesting 6 months serving in The Harbor Rehabilitation Clinic.

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Waking Up Alone (L.S)

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.