better luck next time l.s.
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⋙ "Do you think I chose to be this way?"
"Yes, at one point you chose it, because it was easier than being confronted with the reality." ⋘
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We live in a world where we have to pretend to be somebody else. Where we have to act like we are fine. The society wants us to be perfect. Some people break under the pressure, trying to fix themselves with drugs, but that only makes their life fall apart...
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[TW: Drugs/Depression]
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