At Your Feet, This Is My Unbecoming
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Katsuki stood there frozen in shock, unable to process what he had just heard. His jaw was slack open and his hands began to shake, "What the fuck..." he said was an even voice that began to shake at the end.
The rest of his evening was spent on the couch in an unresponsive state, as he wasn't sure of how to react to the news, much less how big of a role he must have played in it. No, those thoughts would arise tomorrow. As well as for weeks after that. But not the day after tomorrow, as he would come to terms with it by then.
Basically Bakugou gets stuck in a time loop where Midoriya commits suicide everyday.
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