Stargazing

Prologue

"If you feel lonely and alone, just look into the stars. At sabihin mo lahat ng nararamdaman mo. That star will be my proxy if im not around to comport you" naka ngiting niyang tugon sakin habang tiningnan ako sa mata.
"Why would i look up if i can just look into your eyes?" She smiled.
"I love you zephyr acuff gaimon"
"I love you too jheanfritz anore" yes, i love her. I love her so much. Ngayon ko lng napagtanto. i kissed her with love under the night sky. Shes the women i want to spent my life with. She is perfect in her own kind of way. Mas lalo akong nahuhulog sa kanya araw araw. She has this beautiful smile, caring personality and sweet voice that can melt your heart. She is my everything. But being jerk i am, i hurt her every fucking day. I hurt her emotionally. yes i loved her but im too young, too dumb and stupid at the same time. I am so fucking selfish and she is selfless.
Minahal niya ako nang subra pa sa hinihingi ko. One of the reason why i love her so much. But damn. Nasanay kasi tayong mga lalaki na kapag mahal tayo iniisip natin na kahit anong pagkakamali ang gawin natin patuloy parin tayong patatawarin. Sabi nga nila may hanganan ang lahat. And that limit leave me in my broken state. I missed her. Those smile that shine like a stars. Those sweet voice like a melody. And caring personality. Every night i look up in the stars hoping that she's looking at it too. Those dazzling stars calm my trembling souls. Like she always do to me. I fucking missed you my one and only star, jheanfritz Anore.