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Help Me Understand

Reads 204,925
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Parts 36
Time 11h 13m

Reads 204,925
Votes 4,745
Parts 36
Time 11h 13m

Mature

A fresh recruit in the Resistance, you insist on taking your first solo mission to steal info from the First Order.

Only problem is, you get caught. 

Unlike most of his prisoners, Kylo Ren sees the potential in you, and decided to spare your life in hopes of turning you to the Dark Side. 

He expected a lot of things from the Resistance, from his enemies. But you showed him something he never expected:

Sympathy. 


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