This Is How It Feels - POETRY
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Somethings can't be explained nor understandable. Just like Depression. So here , I wrote how it is to feel them in reality. Depression, Insomnia, Crying , these may sound just like 'words' to normal people , but for those who know how they feel....They are DEMONS.
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