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I was Once Engaged

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I can cut you off, and still love you.
I can't speaking to you and still care for you, 
I let you go and still wish the best. 


If i let you go its that I can accept still being able to love you but can also be happy without you. 
I can accept loving you but not wanting you and needing you for me to be happy.

No matter how badly you hate the person you love or how badly it hurts, you'll love this person without regrets 
for the rest of you life.

When I finally heal form the past  I am proud to say that I was once engaged to my greatest Love.Alle Rechte vorbehalten

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When the Goddess Casts Her Spell

He was there everytime I feel alone. He was there when I have nothing much to offer. He was there when I am picking up the shattered pieces of my self.. He was there when I am reaching for my dreams. But when the universe shed it's light and blessed me, When everyone is cheering for me, When everyone is being fascinated with the physical attributes of me, When everyone is praising me, I lost the person who's always whispering sweet encouragement in my ears, I lost the person who's the reason behind my sparkling eyes. I lost the person who fought with me during my silent battles.. Now, I realized that I don't need the cheering of the crowd. I don't need everyone to love me. I don't need everyone's praises while I am on the stage. All I need is this certain person who gave me nothing but bliss. But as I reached for the universe, I lost my lucky star.