Heart On A Platter
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Alexithymia, in the best state a person can experience a hardship in describing or expressing feeling, but in the worst case, the patient can not feel at all. 10% of the general population experiences this disorder. I am one of them, and this is my story.
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The question is that can a girl that can't feel, even love? Rose Davail, a girl burdened since she can remember without emotions, love, joy, sadness? It's all just a void, nothing but numb to her, but what happens when her world spins drastically out of control when she meet Declan?
Will her life stay the void it's always been or will she finally feel love?
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