My First Love
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Ongoing12m
Last published Sun, Jul 5, 2020
What is first love to you?
First love is never thinking, or expecting, them to let go. It's called your first love because it's also the first time you feel what happens when it's over. ... It's the first time you'll feel like you're reaching out to grab something, then realizing it's smoke, and it disappears between your fingers.
"You're first love will be your best love" i have heard that a lot while growing up.
It could either make you or break you, it could make you believe in love or develop hatred for love.
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Amanda's first love was different. It was magical. It made her and broke her. It made her want and despise love at the same time. It was the best thing that happened to her yet her worst nightmares.
Amanda, an highschool student, her whole life was in order, she had everything under control. She always did. She always knew what she wanted. She was the perfect daughter her parent's could ask for.
Amanda's life made a big turn when a Cameron changed to her school. He was her definition of love at first sight. He made her want to know him more. He made her see what she thought never existed, but then hidden secrets always have a way of digging up to haunt you.
This love story will make you want to fall in and out of love. So join me on this roller coaster.
Warning: it might get faster so be ready to hold on firm and do not be afraid.
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