scars // johnnie guilbert
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this story is about a girl who struggles going through life because of her mental health, but what happens when johnnie guilbert walks into her life?
❌ !!! WARNING !!! ❌
this story contains self harm, depression, suicide thoughts and strong language. if you feel triggered with topics such as these ones, you should choose another book to read.
‼️ this was my first ever fan fiction and it's pretty cringe and bad, so keep that in mind lol
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