It started off as hanahaki Kirishima but that was only to give this story an interesting beginning while I created some sexual tension in a way and also so I didn't jump straight into the actual plot I had in mind but now it's just really long and I'm unsure of where it's going except to angst and pain. #2 in Kirideku - 20th July 2020 #1 in Bakumina - 28th November 2020