Luke Castellan is terrified. Terrified of what he's gotten himself into, terrified of what will happen if everything goes to plan, and terrified of the emotions he's feeling towards the newest recruit, Ethan Nakamura. But Luke can't show any of his fear, he must remain loyal-completely loyal-to the cause. And nothing else. Relationships are out of the question, talking about his fears are out of the question, even thinking about his fears is dangerous, because pretty soon he'll have a new guest in his mind. But if he doesn't do something, Luke feels as though he'll go insane. Unless he already is. ~ DISCLAIMER: the world of Percy Jackson does not belong to me. It belongs to Uncle Rick Troll Riordan. (So do the characters in this story that aren't OCs) This is a Luke Castellan x Ethan Nakamura fanfic. If you do not like boyxboy, do not read. This is unedited. I do read through the chapters and try to fix mistakes before publishing them (unless I'm really tired but wanna update) but I haven't done any major editing so please excuse any mistakes that may be in the story. (The title might change.)