Godspeed
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Last published Tue, Jul 14, 2020
Devon has many good reasons to wish he could literally hide behind his hair. Cashier-slash-call-boy by night and school pariah by day, he views life as a series of letdowns and disappointments, highlighted only by several major traumas that have left him reliant on drugs and self harm to get through the nightmarish days.
Until one drizzly November morning when Matt shows up at his school with a freckle-faced grin, and a massive schoolgirl crush on the resident emo boy, with his long silky hair and big sad eyes.
With his life spinning dangerously out of control, the last thing Devon expected was to fall in love. But then he did.
Massive content/trigger warning for: drug use, self harm, fairly explicit sex scenes, language, depictions of sexual assault/rape and graphic violence.
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