Why I Loved You Idiot

To fall in love with your bestfriend knowing that he is straight is one of the hardest thing ever happened to you.
You can't tell him .
Or you can't feel it because you might end up losing your bestfriend.

Same thing happened to Ed.

This is Ed story .

He is college student who like to have one-time fling rather than relationship. He thinks that He is never gonna get loved. He likes to live like that. Alone and like lonewolf. And he will never ever love anyone . But things started to change when His bestfriend get girlfriend. And he started to struggle more about his feelings towards his bestfriend. But still he is not sure what he feel is love or just attraction.

How it's like to be in love.

When the person you love is
your bestfriend
straight
On the way to be in relationship with someone
and you are always in one-time fling and you are in closet.