The Endless Torment of an Admin (MCSM Fanfiction)
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 4h 54m
  • Reads 17,960
  • Votes 506
  • Parts 24
  • Time 4h 54m
Complete, First published Jul 06, 2020
"Numb's good. When I focus my attention on something mundane, focusing so hard I can't feel my emotions any more... that's the only time the powers completely go away. And I can feel like Jesse again."

Jesse never realised what torment her sacrifice would leave her with. A constant battle against herself, a permanent storm of emotions raging within her, and worst of all, a lack of control over her actions.
The inability to contain her newfound abilities had cost her so much, her friends, her life, her sanity.

Could she ever come back from this dark path she went down, or will this living hell truly become Endless?

Cover by the amazing @x_melilky_x!!
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