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Before The Walls Came Tumbling Down

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Robin struggles with panic disorder, but to him it's undiagnosed because he refuses to show anyone that he's struggling. living in a family with ten children means the lights almost never on one specific child and now that they're being raised by his single mother he doesn't want to feel like a burden. 

He's about to be a senior in high school and his panic attacks just keep worsening and worsening, on top of that he's continuously struggling to help his mom out with his siblings as his older two brothers are away at college and a lot of responsibility falls on his shoulders now.

more and more people start to notice his panic attacks and he doesn't know how long he can keep making excuses. will he be able to "stay strong" to himself or will his walls come tumbling down.All Rights Reserved

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