Jonah (bxb)
toxicshocksyndrome
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toxicshocksyndrome
Ongoing, First published Jul 06, 2020
Mature
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Jonah is tormented. His mind constantly repeating memories from emotional traumas he experienced during his two year stint at college. After he stopped attending class he was forced to return home to his parents house- in a depressing town where the only thing to do is drink- and Jonah is already pretty good at that. 

But things don't go as planned as Jonah is reunited with his ex best friend with whom there is a lot of history, hurt sentiments, and unresolved feelings. 

WARNING CONTAINS: language, sexual content, drug & alcohol use, mental abuse, and some violence
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