My Lost Lover
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Last published Sun, Mar 21, 2021
Victoria Howard is a simple girl living a simple life in the Tudor Era...well not exactly. She has gone through so much in her short 18 years and is yet to have her happily ever after, that is if she will ever have one.
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Dearest Love,
As I lay here without you
I realise one thing
And one thing alone.
You are the fire that keeps me alight,
The water that keeps me aflow,
The earth that keeps me grounded,
And the air that keeps me full of life.
As I am soon to depart from this world,
I want you to remember this,
You are the reason my heart remained beating,
During these treacherous times away from you,
I love you now and forever,
Goodbye my love.
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Hope you guys enjoy this story! It's not a fairy tale ending, so be warned.
(P.S. the story will contain some mature content, and some triggering content such as abuse, suicide, mentions of rape, etc. I'll include warnings at the start of the chapters)
Thank You
-Nik
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