To live again
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Last published Tue, Jul 7, 2020
"I-I don't know this is all so confusing," I can't think while I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
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Hello, all of my readers this is my first book that I am writing and I am so sorry to make it sad but here are some warnings or triggers that will be in this book such as suicidal thoughts, self harm, bullying, abusive sexually/mentally/ physically and depression.
I know what your thinking why would you make a book about sad things well because i feel like I never see books like this so I wanted to make one lol.
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For the longest time people have called the girl Mallory a weird depressed wannabe. they were always there watching her as if she was an animal in a cage. She was alone. afraid. And just tired of everything.
What will happen if someone finally lets a new animal into her cage. Will she still be alone. Will she have a friend. Will she still be afraid.
Nobody knows the future for sure but will mallory have a future with a new friend. Or will she she just end up alone.
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This book has a lot of twist and turns. And can get scary or sad sometimes. I also want to say that at the beginning of each chapter there will be a word/phrase and a definition and that chapter will be based around that word or phrase.
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