The Girl Who Wanted to Die
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  • Reads 6,131
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  • Parts 14
  • Time 1h 17m
Ongoing, First published Sep 13, 2014
oKAY WELL THIS IS SOMEHOW EVEN WORSE OF A FETUS BOOK SO UH READ AT YOUR OWN RISK RIP

{SEQUEL TO HEART OF STONE. Spoilers, so read "Heart of Stone" first.}

Feralie York has lost everything. She can't seem to find anymore reasons to live, in fact. But nevertheless, she can't bring herself to ending her life.

A year after losing everything, she gets a knock on her door, for the first time in that year. It's Warren, telling her that the rebels need her on their side and their side only.

The Government knows that they have a threat on their hands, and they aren't going to take it lightly. They've created a genetically mutated plague, and are now spreading it carefully to the rebels, and to strike fear into the hearts of their citizens, who don't know that it's their Government doing these things.

But Feralie wants nothing to do with the rebels, with the Government, with any of it. But can she set aside the demons inside of her and somehow find a way to rebuild herself?

{AGAIN, MENTIONS OF THE FAULT IN OUR STARS WHICH I DON'T OWN AND TRIGGER WARNINGS I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.}
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For Those Who Don't Believe in Love Songs

38 parts Complete Mature

GROUNDHOG DAY mixed with SIXTEEN CANDLES and a splash of DOCTOR WHO. A boy forever reincarnated as himself meets his soulmate for the 200th time, but can she solve the puzzle and break the curse to make herself his last? ***** Martha Beckett's life is over, or so it feels after her father moves her from California to Illinois in the middle of her junior year of high school. But on her first day in her new school, she finds a peculiar boy waiting for her. James is cute, friendly, and obviously too good to be true. Her skepticism proves justified after he confides in her his secret: after he dies, he is reincarnated as himself to live his life again and again and again... Retaining all knowledge and skill acquired in his previous lives and with a general understanding of future events, James is effectively superhuman. And while Martha enjoys the inherent perks of associating with such a boy, she comes to learn of the despair and exhaustion underneath it all. With no permanent consequence or hope of release, James struggles to stave off nihilism with Martha his one tether to humanity. FOR THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN LOVE SONGS is, in fact, a love story, albeit a complicated one. Can Martha reconcile with the fact that James has loved hundreds of other Marthas before her and will most likely love hundreds thereafter? Is James' choice to engage and confide in Martha irresponsible and selfish? Would she be better off living her life unaware of the cosmic freak who has loved her for millennia? [[Winner of Watty's 2020 in Literary Fiction]] Content and/or Trigger Warning: brief sexuality, brief violence, mild language, brief focus on suicide. cover by @JELyrica