The Girl Who Wanted to Die
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  • Reads 6,132
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  • Parts 14
  • Time 1h 17m
Ongoing, First published Sep 13, 2014
oKAY WELL THIS IS SOMEHOW EVEN WORSE OF A FETUS BOOK SO UH READ AT YOUR OWN RISK RIP

{SEQUEL TO HEART OF STONE. Spoilers, so read "Heart of Stone" first.}

Feralie York has lost everything. She can't seem to find anymore reasons to live, in fact. But nevertheless, she can't bring herself to ending her life.

A year after losing everything, she gets a knock on her door, for the first time in that year. It's Warren, telling her that the rebels need her on their side and their side only.

The Government knows that they have a threat on their hands, and they aren't going to take it lightly. They've created a genetically mutated plague, and are now spreading it carefully to the rebels, and to strike fear into the hearts of their citizens, who don't know that it's their Government doing these things.

But Feralie wants nothing to do with the rebels, with the Government, with any of it. But can she set aside the demons inside of her and somehow find a way to rebuild herself?

{AGAIN, MENTIONS OF THE FAULT IN OUR STARS WHICH I DON'T OWN AND TRIGGER WARNINGS I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.}
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Special Agent Alyssa Caine has been tasked with the most important mission of her life: the assassination of the man who would bring about the end of the world. The only problem? He is already dead. A minor issue that is resolved in the year 2157 when a renegade group of scientists develops a device that allows to jump through time. They recruit the former special agent to send her back fifty years, to take just one man out of the equation, a minimal change with a predicted maximal effect on the fate of the world, and prevent a devastating war that has driven the last surviving humans to live in decrepit underground bunkers. Every action has a consequence. Alyssa is humanity's last hope, and her actions will determine the fate of the whole world. She is willing to sacrifice everything for a better future. But she soon realizes that the impact of her actions might be beyond her control, and beyond all predictions. _____ Highest Rankings: #16 in Science [06.02.2019] #36 in Dystopia [06.02.2019] #65 in FemaleProtagonist [01.02.2019] #71 in TimeTravel [06.02.2019] #1 in Paradox [28.02.2019] #1 in ONC2019 [01.02.2019] #3 in OpenNovellaContest2019 [28.02.2019] This is my entry for the ONC 2019! At first I thought I'd pick something a bit out of my comfort zone (so.... NOT SciFi for once...) to expand my horizon, but when I saw a prompt about time travel I was immediately inspired. Please keep in mind, all of this is WIP! The title, cover, and some of the content might change at any time... I have an outline and I worked hard to come up with a compelling and consistent story line, but due to the nature of the story (timey whimey stuff!) I might have to revise things a few times as I write. I'm grateful for any feedback and I hope you enjoy :)