Searching
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Ongoing15m
Last published Tue, Jul 21, 2020
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My life has always been accompanied by provocation after provocation.
I am no longer eloped in intense love towards zikir and solah. I am a prisoner in my own mind.
My life is a mess! And I spend decades just searching.
Searching for the part of me that was lost.
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