FAKE LOVE
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You are the drug that i always wanted to live without. I will not sleep without our face-time when you are distance apart. I make sure everyday that you are fine. I was the one who made you feel good and beautiful. I never let you to be sad for missing your favorite food binge. I never left you feel alone when you are sick and mad. Beside all these, I am not complete without your love. But now, you threw me for someone better. I cried, I broke, I dried and now you have left me with nothing. I begged you to come back and you asked me "who are you"? I almost lost every of my self respect to save our love. I had no idea that your love will be a fake one. You gave me a huge whimper of protest that my soul is now battling for my existence. The crucial part is that you know that i am suffering and shattered without you. Cu'z i loved you so bad and trusted you so easily. Years passed, I am recovering and the news from friends circle came that you have been betrayed by the person you loved and you are completely broken and smashed. He realized the second love he chose was surreal and the heartaches given to her would be an unimaginable pains. He ran back to her and admitted his mistake for leaving her. She said, Dont be SORRY, i trusted you. My fault and not yours . I am not yours and she moved on forever. You threw her for someone that day and today that someone threw you for something better - Karma whispers for their story.
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"Will be there in 20?" The message from Dean reads. My brain says I should text back saying 'I will rip your balls off if you come over' or 'I am not a sex toy, you could come over and use me as and when you please' or at least a simple 'No'. But I don't. I squat next to my bed and pull out the white powder to numb the pain. I told myself that I am done with Dean and I am going to get my life back together. I cleaned up, battled withdrawals and even improved my grades. One text from him and I am snorting coke. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I let Dean treat me like trash? Why do I set myself up knowing that it's only a matter of time before he will run back to Sherley leaving me in limbo? Why? l have asked myself the same question a million times but I couldn't come up with an answer that I can use to justify myself. When it came to Dean, I was a masochist. I let him use me and discard me without any fight. Dean was my first Friend. Kiss. Sex. Love. Everything. I wanted to be his everything too. I was his first Friend. Kiss and Sex but Love.. that was Sherley. His family chauffeur's daughter. I want to be a better human and say I didn't hate her. But I am not. I am just human and I hate her with the ferocious of a thousand sun. I hate that she plays him like a fiddle and he dances to it. I hate that they fight for silly reasons and Dean comes running to me. I hate that I let him in even when I know she will reel him back in no time. I hate that he is my weakness and Sherley is his. I wished that my best friend would turn to be my lover. But he just ripped my heart out. It time to let go and move on.

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