The Diary of a Misunderstood Country.
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"Childish!"
"Useless!"
"The world would be better without you!"
"Gay Fag!"
I'm done with the world! No one cares for me! I wanna die!
I can't! The states need me! And...
Russia needs me...
⚠TW!⚠
The F slur
Cussing
Attempt Suicide
Cutting.
I am not making fun of any of this so please do not get mad.
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