I try & it doesn't work

Life isn't fair. It's always the good people who are exploited; especially when it comes to love.

Yes, I do have daddy issues. I kinda wish I didn't but it's the one aspect of my life that I don't actually have control over and, to be honest, i do not NEED my father (never had & never will) but i've come to the realisation that his absence may have a bigger impact on my life than i thought.

As I've grown i've realised that my attraction to men wasn't that simple. My attraction to men is partially perpetuated by my subconscious desire to have a male figure in my life who's arms I can feel safe in - since it's the only thing missing in my heart.

I know... Wtf.

I hate men & I also love them. It's so ridiculous. Once you read this you'll get to know the real me and each page you turn will deepen your connection with me.