The Death Of Me {Jamilton}
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Jamilton | Modern AU
Rated Mature for Strong Language and potentially Triggering Content
"Do you know those days where you wake up just knowing something is going to go wrong? Now, what about a day where you know something is wrong and yet you're still determined to say fuck it?"
"Although if he did start getting under my skin in between classes I wouldn't necessarily be opposed. I may be helping Alexander out a bit, but I still hate him, and it's not like that would ever change."
""Oh... Eliza... Yeah, I'm just peachy right now." I answer a bit stiffly. Did Eliza deserve me being a bit of a bitch? No. No, she did not. Was I in the mood to think over how I spoke? Absolutely not."
""I need to get to the hospital, please, just--Thomas, oh my god--please just take me to the hospital!""
"So much for hating him and swearing that I would never like him ever."
REVIEWS
"I'm two chapters in and loving this already, no wonder you could never talk for a while, you were busy writing this masterpiece" -Presley_Ryan
"This book is amazing and well written, I'm seriously so happy I stumbled upon this. Not only that, but this book is hella underrated, so I'm about to go back to all of the chapters and vote on them. You deserve more recognition!" -iNetflixi
"I'm officially hooked XD not even super far in and I already love this to death!" -AirborneWoofer
"i have the biggest fucking grin on my face this is incredible" -The_Laurens_Pamphlet
"Im smiling too wide at 1 24 a.m. for this shit-" -Yes_Hamilton
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