This forbidden love thing was fun for a while, but I'm tired of it.
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It all started when our relationships fell apart. Like the usual friends, they'll comfort each other, they'll help each other to move one and so on.
My relationship fell apart but at the same time, I also fell inlove.
Everything changed from then on. My chill, peaceful, fun but quiet life became a mess. I'm contented at being his bestfriend, his comforter, his crying shoulder. But that's what I thought.
As we became closer, and my feelings falling deeper ... I found out that he also fell in love. He fell in love with me. But not just me... he fell inlove with the two of us.
I really don't have a choice!
My life is a mess. I can't do anything to change my life. I'm stuck being a drug pusher. I have to be careful because no one will save me when someone caught me and that will be my dead end.
I just want to live in peace but I think this life is really destined to me. When I started learning on how to sell illegal drugs I became hopeless.
But I'll considered the song there's a rainbow always after the rain. Someone hired me to be a nanny of triplets. I know that it's not an easy money job compared to my illegal job but, taking care of the triplets gives me the happiness that money can't give.