Unlovable
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Have you ever just sat and thought to yourself am I unlovable?? Often times I question if there is something wrong with me. Like why the fuck am I so unlovable? No matter how hard I try or how loyal I am I'm never good enough. See me, Megan Parks when I love, I love hard. I give a person all of me. When I love you, I love unconditionally and I except whatever risk that comes with you. I'm willing to risk it all, I'll lay my life on the line for you. I know I may sound stupid But I'm just a girl looking for real love.
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