But I'm not gay
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Last published Sat, Sep 19, 2020
Andrew Filch is a somewhat normal high school sophomore with feelings, and his certainty with them, isn't always present.
In this story, we follow this boy through his day-to-day life. It is in no way a story that makes any logical sense, and the writing is no near good.
There will be harsh language, adult/serious themes, and also a lot of weird things.
I'm not 100% sure where this is going, but I still hope you enjoy:)
Also sorry for inaccuracy about school and stuff, I do not go to an American high school, and am only going off of things I've seen in movies/shows, things people have told me, and my own imagination heh.
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