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Why Can't I Change

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Reads 393
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Parts 19
Time 2h 8m

Youlooklikeapotato8

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Why Can't I Change is about a girl who is discovering her sexuality and she doesn't know what to do because her parents are extremely religious and she can't change for reasons you can read in the book, She struggles with suicidal thoughts and other things. 

I will put trigger warnings if something happens.

The random text in the pictures above every chapter is me and my actual online friend, which she has a character based off of her🤫All Rights Reserved

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Imperfect Scars by nataIiechan

WARNING: (I MADE THIS IN 5TH GRADE. DONT MIND THE CRINGY WRITING)Middle school is hard, but the other kids make it even harder. For Rose, everything it 10 times worse. They call her names like the loner and weird gay girl. Yes, she may be gay and others hate it. But for her, being lesbian welcomes her into the real world, other than her doodle worlds. Despite this, she still tries to commit suicide by making scars all over her body. Will something ever make her life better?

She's a Psycho by CatraAdora67

Book about a girl named Kail she's a great person right..But she's not as great as she seems why do she hate herself the way she does She can't change herself...Unless she could. But then it would cause a lot of harm to herself. "You know she killed her bestfriend" "Of course she's a F*kin psycho" But then again maybe Kails life would change for a love interest. Or maybe she will be a better person if she meets somebody? Kail would end up in a ditch if she had to..she maybe a little crazy but she can change that...Right?

The shy girl kissed who!? by DistraughtFox76

Hannah is a shy, nerdy, geeky girl with very little friends. In fact she had no friends other the the few people she talks to online when she plays video games. She gets bullied A lot. Her parents are always working and almost never at home. Their always on 'business trips'. She has a sister named Jade and she's the closest thing she has to a friend. She is lesbian and has a massive crush on the schools 'badass'... Rae. Rae is your average teenager. Kinda short, short hair dyed a nice deep red. Loved once but it crashed down so she blocked off her emotions and haven't loved since. She wears a letter jacket and a lot of black but doesn't wear makeup. Rae doesn't give a shot about anything, or so people think. She has had a dark past and still struggles with a lot of things but doesn't let it show. She has no friends, she has people at school she talks to but they aren't real friends. They are just there but never when she needs someone. She gets in trouble and fights a lot. She can bee a class clown or also known as a 'classhole'. She says she straight, but is she really? This story is bout their relationship, as it grows, they learn about each other and help each other. Will this shy girl go for it? Will this badass fall for her and finally love again? Sexual content and swears used. TRIGGER WARNING. If you are easily triggered by anything depressing and self harm or uncomfortable with swears and sexual stuff then I suggest you don't read this story. This is an LGBT lesbian girlxgirl story. If you dont like that please don't read and no hate guys please. Im not the best at writing I just do it for fun when I have time. So now without further ado, I give you 'The shy girl kissed who!?'

The Way Love Changes You; Book One: Love's Firsts by redisle_love

Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you? ******* It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on? [Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!] [Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]

The Preacher's Girl by CameronAveryKenna

Everyone thinks being the Preacher's daughter is so easy but let me tell you a little secret, it isn't. You have to be perfect all the time no matter what, and I was perfect or at least I let everyone believe that I was, until Alex that is. Alex liberated me. Alex made me the person I am today and I guess that's why I am telling my story now because I want to make sure that people know if they meet a person like Alex to hold on tight and never let go because they don't come by very often. My story starts on the first page all you have to do is grab a coffee, get comfy and read.

The flame of desire (girlxgirl) ✔︎ by Cck1ss

Love, passion, desire. A teenage girl, Iris Ignis who struggles to fall in love finally does...but with a girl. A coming of age story about a young girl who is forced into self discovery. Raised in a homophobic home, the idea of bisexuality is a mere myth to her. Will this fiery desire burn her or warm her heart? *Sensitive topics*

The Virgin Outcast Who Stole The Empress Heart by OJROMANCE

The night after her parents death, she's forced and threatened by the Queen at the age of ten to get engaged to the princess whose father is the murderer of all her relatives because the princess wants her. Seven years later, she is brought back to the palace to be married to the princess who is now the Empress. -----------+ Never would innocent Nana have ever imagined her life to become so complicated. Being threatened into a marriage she so despised. She hates her with all her heart and she wished her nothing but death, but of course none of her wishes can ever come through, she isn't given a choice. To save her only remaining sibling's life and to bring justice to her late parents, she agrees to marry the woman she despises so much and one would think it would be easy ..given the fact that the whole kingdom knows that the Empress is in love with the Outcast ..but no. As Nana enters the palace she receives the worst kind of hatred and wickedness from everyone but mostly, her wife's mother, brother and sister. The scary part is they want her dead and accuses her of being the reason the Empress committed an abomination. (PLEASE NOTE (There are no Wolves in this book. Only a few ghosts, Lol. Do take note, this story is rated PG 17+, a girlxgirl story and there might be scenes that would be uncomfortable for some people) #1 in pride

Grow as we go (LAMS & Pheacker) by JJtheCoolest

About the book: Alex meets John during a parent teacher conference and their lives end up changing forever for the greater and for the worst. Possible trigger warning: Angst Fluff Self-Harm Dysphoria Bullying Depression Separation anxiety Mentions of death Flashbacks Smut At the beginning of the chapters I will make it well aware that there will be trigger warnings. Make sure to vote and comment tell me how you like the book and I'm glad I can write this for y'all. I love you babes. And take care. My dms are always open for some ideas or suggestions or just a friend.

Becoming Badass by awkwardtbh

Have you ever wanted to be the bad girl of the school? The girl who everyone fears, the girl who's hot yet freaking badass? Well so does Alex. It's senior year and Alex decides she wants a change. For the past three years she's been the girl at the back of the classroom that no one pays attention to, but it all changes in one summer. The first day of school she makes a huge impact on everyone, raising her social status. Unfortunately it also changes all her problems from which book she wants to read next to problems she can barely handle one at a time. What if being popular is too much for her? What if all the pressure is causing small issues to become larger than ever and all she wants is to go back in her corner?

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Imperfect Scars cover

She's a Psycho cover

The shy girl kissed who!? cover

The Way Love Changes You; Book One: Love's Firsts cover

The Preacher's Girl cover

The flame of desire (girlxgirl) ✔︎ cover

The Virgin Outcast Who Stole The Empress Heart cover

Grow as we go (LAMS & Pheacker) cover

Becoming Badass cover

Imperfect Scars

WARNING: (I MADE THIS IN 5TH GRADE. DONT MIND THE CRINGY WRITING)Middle school is hard, but the other kids make it even harder. For Rose, everything it 10 times worse. They call her names like the loner and weird gay girl. Yes, she may be gay and others hate it. But for her, being lesbian welcomes her into the real world, other than her doodle worlds. Despite this, she still tries to commit suicide by making scars all over her body. Will something ever make her life better?