How to kill a Spider 101

THIS IS A VENT STORY. CONTAINS STRONG THEMES OF SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND OTHER TRIGGERS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

"Everybody thinks my life must be so easy. "How could it not be easy?" I'd imagine them saying, "your life is perfect. You're famous, are friends with one of the richest people ever and have super powers." And I couldn't help but agree. My life was great. Not perfect, but pretty good. Lots of people would kill for my life.

So why

couldn't I be happy?"

This is something I wrote last year but never published. I still think the writing isn't too bad so if you want to read it go ahead,but please be careful. I'll try my best to put trigger warnings before each part. This story only has 6 completed parts and i most likely won't finish it but never say never!