Calculate

"You...had a gun pointed at my head moments ago, and now...this....why... Jungkook, it's...this-"

He takes a step closer to me putting a hault at my stuttering just by that intense gaze.
The same scent I fell for, the very moment he stepped out of that lock up, infiltrates every particle of my existence, disrupting every variable I held valuable all of my life.

"This....what? Uh? The kiss?"
I feel his breath fan across my forehead and shut my eyes. The proximity of him was terrifying. This isn't what I signed up for.

"Isn't it why you followed me to this hell?"

I shake my head sideways into a no. Why the fuck am I not stepping back? Why do I keep swinging my self farther away from the shore, closer to where I'm destined to drown in him? Why do I keep choosing him over Jimin, when Jimin is the straight answer to all my calculations?